And it hurts a lot.
We just have to different lives in mind. And those two different lives don't mesh very well.
I've been staying with a friend this week, but I'm going back to the apartment this weekend. I need to feel at home. I'm just kind of in limbo right now and I don't function well in limbo. Even my office at work is in limbo. I was supposed to move last week, so I packed everything up, then I didn't move. Then they said Monday or Tuesday of this week. Still haven't moved. My stuff is still in boxes. Now we're looking at next Monday. Sure. I won't hold my breath.
It's been a bad week.
But I know it will get better.
I'll be okay.